ok, theres been nothing on this blog for ages. sorry guys. its because ive been going through hard times lately, but i do have a couple of new songs. And i have been making an album, u can hear some of it on www.youtube.com/dancersforever91

I Ripped My Heart Out

My mind is torn,
yet my heart remains,
in one place,
for even if they kill me,
I will never stop loving you,
and when the rain starts to fall,
I will give you my coat,
I will rip out my heart,
just to show you that I mean it,
so even when I'm dead,
you will know,
I meant it all,
I never lied to you,
not one word,
I promise,
I will look out for you in heaven,
so look out for me,

Summer is dead,
Winter is here,
no one knows where the autumn went,
but it changes nothing,
I still love you,
and I will still die for you,
though my mind is torn,
my options few,
I will still be there,
when the black rain comes down,
to shelter you,
to prove to you,
every word I say is true,
so look out for me,
when we're in a better place,

I carved your name,
into my own skin,
I ripped out my heart,
just to show you that I meant it,
So here is the last boat,
going to a better world,
it's too late,
for me,
take my heart,
and keep good care of it,
I give you this,
so you know,
that even in death,
I will be with you,
I will look out for you in heaven,
so look out for me.

Better Than You

You treat me like dirt,
you've done all you can,
to stop me becoming what I have,
you tried to make me into you,
rather dead than the monster you are,
for you sit there,
in front of your computer,
trying to screw up everything I've done,
you feed off my despair,
you used to pretend to be my friend,
just so as you could take the piss out of me,
by god you would love it,
If gave it all up,
gave up my life,
gave up everything I do,
thought my real friends were just like you,

yet little do you know,
I'm not listening to you,
for I know I'm better than you,
I'll never let you hurt me,
I'll never let you feed me any more poison,
I'll never let you bring me down,

If you had succeeded,
Dancers Forever would not be,
thank god I had the strength,
to pull myself back from the brink,
for I realised,
I'm better than you,
that's all that matters,
you can beat me up,
you can lie about me,
you can do what makes you happy,
but you can never change who I am,
for I am better than you,
and that is all that matters.